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Sunday, November 1, 2015

i think i deserve


Dear Blog (:
Salam 1 Malaysia

If i run away from the world once in a while or if I hide behind my words,
 it is not because I do not care. 
Its because i find that being myself is sometimes the only things
 I can do to find out why half of me gasping for air. 
There is a part of me I often question, Why it there? This part ,
 I have become so used to ,
 I have forgotten what it feels like to simply speak and hear the dept of my words.
 I am afraid this part will hurt the ones I love without it meaning to.
 If you cannot find me, or if I become quite as I wish my mind would be,
 know that I trying to find a way to see past
 who I have become without this sadness that bears
 the heaviest weight in my heart, becomes yours . 

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