I will not talk to you unless you come to me and start a conversation. I'm not the kind of person who would start a conversation. I will shut my mouth if there is nothing I want to say. Sekian, terima kasih.

Monday, July 16, 2018

Cinta tak pernah mati , ia abadi seperti puisi

Dear Blog 

This is love , to fly toward a secret sky , to cause a hundred veils to fall each moment .

First , to let go of life. In the end , to take a step without feet to regret this world as invisible , and to disregard what appears to be the self .

Heart , I said what a gift it has been to enter this circle of lovers, to see beyond seeing itself, to reach and feel within the breast .

Tuesday, July 3, 2018

Send you to HIM

Dear Blog (:
Salam 1 Malaysia 

I leave you to ALLAH , If you are the right one , You 'll come back to me .
Even I block you .

Judge about marriage

Dear Blog (:
Salam 1 Malaysia 

A few week ago ,  I was surprised by heard from my cousin that the fact that getting married must have to find a man who have owns everything . I do not know why, but I rebel about that . Ladies , I know so many family and young ladies out there are looking for a financially stable husband, or a man that have certain type of cars, like BMW, Honda , Mercedes etc.... 

Ladies, how is that going to benefit you in your life if your husband have a luxury life? Should I have to remind you that this world is temporary? Why do you want a materialistic husband? just to show off to your friends that you're living better than someone else? As long as you appreciate for the things your husband have, you'll be in good hands. In Shaa Allah . The characters that should matter in a man is his DEEN, his manners, his attitude, and his fear and love for Allah. Other than that,  I promise you ladies you'll be happy and ❤ May Allah give us the righteous spouse 

In my life, I do not expect anything, for me a  good man is that he is able to accept us as though as we have nothing . I mentally take away his looks , money , cars and everything materialistic , please ask yourself what he really has to offer . Is he HONEST? LOYAL ? CARING ? and KIND? LOVING and TRUSTWORTHY? because let me tell you , while his good looks and money will make you weak in the knee now, at dawn when one day you are given a child , and ur child is crying to be fed , and your eyes are heavy and your body is really weak from postpartum , it will not be how he looks or all that he owns that will matter . It will be the compassion in his heart , the mercy in his nature and the love for you in his soul that will push him out of bed to quickly feed the child and tell you "Dont worry honey , I got this . " that's what I really envision LONG-TERM . Little moments like these that diffeeentiates an ordinary man from an extraordinary husband and father . And that is all I need 

I hope you can change such that mentality, this property is a gift from HIM , if you feel grateful then Allah will give you more than expected , believe it .

So please cousin , I hope you understand why I rebel that fact. Maybe your taste is not like same as me, but I'm still stand by my word ,  because when you become a wife someday, the prayer as a wife is a very dominant . 

Regards , Nd. 

Friday, June 22, 2018

Syawal coming

Dear Blog (: 

Salam 1 Malaysia 

Alhamdulillah , syawal already started , that mean Ramadhan already ended .
I pray everyone’s day has passed with ease and the day’s contains have approached you with a tender nature. But, if not, I pray that tomorrow is a better day for you, a day consisting of numerous blessings and a day in which illuminates your heart- rooting your grief to bypass as a mere memory. In Shaa Allah

Strength does not come from winning, your struggles develop ur strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender , that is strength 

Saturday, May 19, 2018

Ramadhan 2018

Dear Blog (: 
Salam 1 Malaysia 

In this Ramadhan , I pray and hope that I become a better than I am , closer to my Maker and His Book, kinder to His Creation and source of happiness to the world. Ramadhan comes and goes by and leaves me unchanged, exactly where I am . But this time, I want to be more than this. I didn't ask Allah to give me the opportunity to witness Ramadhan but He gave it to me. And I want to show myself worthy of this blessing . I want to change now. My heart has been yearning to be close to you again , Ya Allah . You have locked up the devils and ow its just me and my nafs. So I ask you , please to help me become one of the women who will receive the shade of your Arsh on the Day when there will be no other shade and I ask you to make me worthy of being saved by Rasuluallah . And I ask you to grant me the company of Assiyah and Khadeejah and Maryam and Fatimah , and every women whose story You allowed to be glorified in our books, and I ask you to make me of the people who will enter through Ar-Rayyan . Forgive my shortcomings from the past and the future. Remove the ugliness that resides in my heart in the form of desire. This Dunya has broken me and the and the devils wont stop whispering in my heart , but now by Your Grace, peace has befallen us. I am at ease , and I know the gates of Jannah have opened above. I ask you to strenghten my Iman because I have no one beside You and no one can help me , beside You . Ya Wadood, and when the night of Qadr falls upon us, accept what I do because my deeds have shorteomings but I do them only for you . Allah , dont make me of those who were cursed for not having their sins forgiven during Ramadhan . Have Mercy upon me , and all my loved ones. Guide us to the straight Path and strengthen us in our faith in You , Ya Allah , make this Ramadhan my means of entry into Jannah 

Regards, Nd.

Wednesday, May 2, 2018

The Silly Girl

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Salam 1 Malaysia 

There was a girl , she did nothing but love and care for those around her . Her efforts used to go unnoticed but she continued doing what she loves, being there for others and healing them . She's been hurt more times than anyone will ever know, for if they did find out they would question her sanity. She lives her life giving her all to the people she cares for, giving parts of herself to make others whole . Oh silly girl , doesn't she know she's falling apart bit by bit for every time she gives a piece of herself away .How many times will it take for her to get hurt by those she holds close to her heart for her to walk away and build herseld up again . When will she learn to be selfish with who she invests her time and effort with , it was love that broke her . Shattered her . Made her feel numb towards feelings of any kind. The memories that haunt her the most , are the times when love put its arms around her making her feel a sense warmth , making her feel safe and at home . When love left , it took away her home, it took away that warm fuzzy feeling , it took away her sense of belonging . Now she is just a lost girl with no sense of direction . Its as though someone has extinguished that spark on those beautiful dark brown eyes of hers .

Tuesday, May 1, 2018

Couldn't finish it 💔

Dear Blog (:
Salam 1 Malaysia 

Dear Someone , you and I are proof that sometimes even beautiful things don't last forever .
What we shared was gold in the world where everything is gold plated. 
Although the love we shared was nothing less than genuine, The Almighty had other plans for us
Surely He knows something only time will eventually reveal . But I just wish you only the best of this world and the next . Our paths may not be the same anymore, our journey together was very short but with you , and only with you I made the memories I want to think about even in my deathbed . 

Btw , In advance Happy Birthday Mr.Badang Tua . 
No word I can said , just take care of yourself .

XOXO -ND.Hashim

Saturday, March 24, 2018

Sorry and breathe and Let it go

Heyh Blog (:

Salam 1 Malaysia

This only one statement i think it can save from unnecessary over thinking , guilt , regret and breaking of precious relationships. Although you know you might be right but if you feel saying this one statement can save relationship and keep away from unnecessary negative vibes then dont even take a second to say it for it will keep heart healthy and mind at peace .Verily, saying sorry would make you inferior rather it shall strengthen relationship and plant seeds of love and respect each other .There is no need to prove whether you are right or wrong nor to wait for the other person to say "Sorry" leave that on the Almightly, He will make things better . Heyh ! Just say Sorry , breathe and Let it Go 

Love ND

Friday, March 9, 2018

That is yourself

Dear Blog(:
Salam 1 Malaysia

Remember that you are responsible for your life, Diana. Allah choose you for you and you owe Him an explanation for everytime you hurt yourself, physically, and emotionally . You have to take FULL responsibility of yourself, who you are and who you are going to become . You have to treat yourself right. You pray because your soul needs it . You eat because your body needs it . Compromising on either one will eventually show you results you dont want to see. You have to become enough for yourself, and you cant be the one who BREAKS you . You have to keep fixing yourself instead . That is when you will learn to say Alhamdulillah and really praise Allah for life. That is when you are able to truly be grateful to him for His favours.

 So then , sleep enough , eat sufficiently , wear good clothes and pamper yourself when you want . Dont become selfish , but dont become someone who has forgotten your own self either. Put the pills away, the blade where it belongs. Wipe away your own tears. Look in the mirror and notice the features that Allah choose for you , embrace them . Embrace who you are . Accept what you have been through and be proud of how far you have come . Broaden your thinking , read, study and understand. Be yourself completely. Work on who you want to become. Allah gave you your body as an AMANAH, 
Please take care of it .

Wednesday, March 7, 2018

Please stay

Hye Blog (:
Salam 1Malaysia

How can I tell love that i want someone to stay, someone to value all the storms that rage inside my mind, all the battles i have conquered within each scar, someone to realise that each shard of my broken self could inflict pain against him but still choosing to stay by his side, someone to cherish the darkness i have escaped within his soul and to take his light as equal, someone to help stitch up my old wounds, someone to ignite a flame in each part of my body and show his how to be free because I’ve felt imprisoned for so long, someone to recognise my worth, appreciate me as a whole and to respect every inch of me, someone to understand that i have been kept in the shadows but believe that me more than this, more than what i have felt, more than what i have suffered, to see me as an eclipse, merged between the darkness and the light, someone to paint a canvas and for them to still look at me like  me is  the most breathtaking piece of art they have ever laid eyes on .


Tuesday, February 13, 2018


Dear Blog (:

Salam 1 Malaysia

I’m so grateful to have such amazing friends. I pray they’re given success in both this life and in the hereafter . I may not speak to them everyday or see them everyday .but they’re still my friends and I love and pray for them loads. They’ve done a lot for me by just being themselves, and I’m so grateful.