The Past

 

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Salam 1 Malaysia 

We all may have the worst past but we can make the most beautiful future. Don’t dwell on the past, learn to move on. Learn from the it but listen to your heart. Don’t stop feeling, be the same soft hearted person you are. You’re beautiful enough !  You may have made mistakes and that’s okay. Learn from it, your past and watch the smile on your face return. When you least expect it, when you’re at your lowest, He’ll send along all that your heart’s yearned for. You deserve happiness bcos you’re amazing and have a heart of gold. You are enough. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. Don’t stand in your own way of happiness, give yourself the chance to live, and to love. I know we might be lost and confused. We might be hurting. But have patience. Time heals all, and I’m not just saying that. Just know that there’s someone made for you, someone and somewhere is waiting for you while you’re here waiting for them. There’s someone out there that will love you so much  the way you deserve to be loved. In their eyes you’ll be perfect regardless of your many shortcomings. They’ll love you boundlessly. They’ll take you out of the darkness, they’ll find you and make you you again. Have patience and live life, when the time is right you’ll find them and they’ll find you. -ND 

Hardship this time , I really need your help

 

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Salam 1 Malaysia , 

Have been so long I did not update my blogger,

and today ..... ,

  I just got the right time with my beloved diary <3

 I dont know how to express , all become uncertain , 

 my life changed 360 degrees  and I must continue my life like a normal .

Ohh Allah , I want to change . I dont want to be like this anymore .

They dont hear my silence , this silence is a cry for help .

Ohh Allah , only you hear it , I know you hear me ! Help me for i no longer want to live like this .

Ohh Allah , my eyes are sore , my heart constantly aches , my lungs are giving out . Its getting hard to breath . I am my own self destruction . 

Ohh Allah , please save me for I dont want to fall back down again . I dont want to feel this pain anymore . Its really made me suffer a lot ! 

There is a void in me that I cant fill , this void can only be filled with your light . 

Ohh Allah , help me . Save me . I am lost and I need to find my way . I need to find my way back 

Please guide me 

-ND

Heart only remember Allah

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Salam 1 Malaysia 

What I’ve learnt is to be grateful at all times. I know sometimes it’s so hard to do so, and you feel like talking to Allah, you feel like reminding Him about all those things that make you sad. and when you do so, you also tell Him that if you do not complain to Him, then to whom you should go and lighten the burdens of your heart. because He said that He’s the only One for you, because He said that He loves you, that’s why you always go to Him and talk about your sufferings, about everything that’s breaking your heart apart. but despite it all, you have to tell yourself that you’re not that wise to understand His plans, that His plans are always for your good but you do not understand. sometimes He makes your heart suffer, He puts you through difficult times so that you come to know that this life is temporary, so that you yearn for jannah so much that your heart only remembers Allah. He makes this dunya hurt you to an extent that you only find peace with the fact that if you worship Him, if you please Him, He will reward you with a place where happiness is known for its eternity, a place where your heart will always smile.

-ND.Hashim 

It has always belonged to Him and have always belonged to Him

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Salam 1 Malaysia 

And....... it's not even about the sadness I'm feel, nor am aren't even lost in the pasts. there's just an empty space  all I feel sometimes, and despite having people around, I feel covered up in loneliness. as if I have never been loved before, as if all of our wounds have never been healed. there's just a longing deep down, the longing that has no origin, I do not get where it's coming from. and in the midst of our pain, our thoughts suddenly find their way back to the One who created us, suddenly try to cling onto His words, onto His heart warming promises that He has made in His book for us. and it hurts a little more, knowing that the peace I should have been gaining within His company was being searched in the places that have never known about its existence. it hurts because the home this dunya has carved in our hearts seems so permanent. but, I know that even if the heart has been attached to temporary things, Allah has still got it. because He was the first one Who had entered it and He will always be the One to guard it. no matter how much it wanders off His paths, He will definitely find a way to take it back to Him. because it has always belonged to Him, we have always belonged to Him.  

 -ND. Hashim 

LGK Trip Awesome

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Salam 1 Malaysia 

Last minute planning trip could make your vacation very meaningful .

When Bashril said , "Do u have a plan, go to any place ? " 

This gentleman kan , really can read my mind lol  ...

So ..., 

HELLO LANGKAWI ,Kedah .

Good friend for vacation 

Tawakkul

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Salam 1 Malaysia 

Sometimes , tests from Allah makes you realise , things that you were too blind to see

In certain situations , all you can do is pray .

Dont let anyone tell you different , at the end of the day it'is all about Tawakkul :)

Diana turning 27 year old

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Salam 1 Malaysia ..

8 August is my special day .. 

Happy Birthday Nurul Diana ,

You're already 27 years old on 2019 . 

Thanks Allah , I'm grateful that you're still give me alive .

Everyone is given the same enjoyment of life but  just a different story behind our life .

Diana , you made a lot of self-improvement , bravo !

Just in other side of sustenance , Im still trying and hope ....

I understand that Allah love to people who are patient and believe in qada& qadr .

So , now u are quite matured enough and getting old haha..

Please be a good women , with a good manner , with a good akidah , kindness, and be a strong women as always !

No worries Diana , just hope do whatever it is you need to do in order to find your peace of mind.

 I believe in you. I won’t give up on you... no matter how happy in own life,

 I will not leave you behind Diana .

Ever wondered

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Salam 1 Malaysia 

Have you ever wondered how the people most reserved are the ones who actually have the most to say? As in the ones who speak less but when they speak it's with great depth and I think it's these types of people that are worth knowing. 

The quiet ones, not the life of the party but who without the party would be incomplete. 

The ones who have a comforting presence. The ones who gave up garrulity a long time ago and dedicated more time to thinking and listening. 

The ones who when you're with them you have so many lessons to learn and when they speak, oh when they speak you hang on to every word and they speak in such a way you end up questioning everything you've ever believed.

-ND

10 of Ramadhan

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In the final days of Ramadhan , may Allah answer your secret prayers, wipe away your secret tears, erase your secret fears and lift you to the position you so dearly desire . 

Aminn ..

Ramadan mubarik

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Salam Ramadhan 

May this month bring you all closer to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

May this be the month where all your sins are forgiven and all your prayers are answered. 

The month where the little changes you make to bring yourself closer to the religion are permanent ones. I pray that make the best use of this month and pray to your contenment. I hope this Ramadan gives meaning to your soul. I pray this month gives your soul all the peace and healing it desires.

He is Al-Fattah , the opener I pray He opens doors for you that you didn't even know you needed. 

Don't belittle the power of a sincere dua and a good intention, this month is full of reward and forgiveness. I pray that all of us are looking for find in this month and just know that as long as you do your best it is enough. As long as you try and your Lord knows that you are, it is enough.  -ND

When your heart know , and it know . Just trust

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Salam 1 Malaysia 

Sometimes, you try to ignore your feelings, for they are too unreal to be true, but no matter how hard you try to exlude them, you end up thinking about them the most, as if they are only meant for you. And despite being enthusiastic about the path your heart decides for you, the fear of ruining everything about the journey keeps you at the bay, and at the same time, your soul craves for the vast open sea, filled with the beauty of your charm, talent, and courage. You find it hard to trust yourself, for you give much more importance to everyone else other than your own self. It's as if every opinion you receive, is worth your life, and your own intuition is unworthy. 

To be honest, it's not that difficult to trust your intuition. If you close your eyes and listen to what your own soul has in store for you, you will hear everything which makes you smile. It might seem confusing at that moment, but deep down, you will know it is the right thing for you, even if the whole world is against it. Gift yourself with the oppurtunity to choose for your good. Grace yourself with the same oppurtunity you provide to every other person who decides your interests. Your intuition is strong enough to melt your doubts, provided you feed it with your faith and love. Believe in yourself and have faith in the universe, for the voice you hear within is nothing but the entire cosmos speaking to you.

-ND.