I will not talk to you unless you come to me and start a conversation. I'm not the kind of person who would start a conversation. I will shut my mouth if there is nothing I want to say. Sekian, terima kasih.

Thursday, December 14, 2017

You come to a point

Dear Blog (:
Salam 1 Malaysia 

Appreciate those people that still try to be funny and make you laugh while they're going through some shit and are sad themselves .

be careful who you vent to

Dear Blog (:
Salam 1 Malaysia 

" thus were the women amongst the salaf , when a man would leave his home , his wife would say to him beware of haram earnings , for we can be patient upon hunger , but we cannot be patient upon the hellfire "

Dear  heart ,I think the scariest things in this world is you never know someone's true intentions with you , my late grandma has always said the only man who deserves you , is the one who thinks he doesn't ., what i can say is can give your whole heart to everyone in the world, BUT first , give it to yourself, you deserve this much . and dont allow your fear of loneliness force you into bad relationships with people who aren't good for you .know who you are , know what you want and know what you deserve and dont settle for less .


Saturday, November 4, 2017

it takes time to learn how to be attracted to what is good for me

Dear Blog (:
Salam 1 Malaysia .

This year , I'm really busy with my job and my study , I feel like why this time is so rushing , until I dont know how to managed my time .I had to sacrifice all my free time with my family at the Johor Bahru too . Sometimes , when I really miss them , video and picture is the place where i express my yearning :) ,  Atok and nenek, Im feel so lonely lah . 
If atok and nenek still here , I hope they are proud of what I have achieved in my life now , bcus this is what they want . May their spirits be blessed with grace . Amin 

Today , on a prayer mat, I've been tearing the tears, I feel like I have something to say, but I do not know where and how , but often it is only Allah who heard again and  knowing this feeling
It seems like to crave the feeling of love and compassion . 

Sometimes, I think I want to have a  family, which is  my own family, but I'm still looking for someone who has the same thing to do with my soul . We all know that there is no perfect relationship, we only have someone with us, where in hard and great time . 
The good people who are present in our lives are a pleasure . Please take note.

My mindset right now is must be patient. Even if the pains of waiting and wishing and praying tire me . should be patient . Even when long periods of time pass by and others are blessed with what they've been praying for while i still wait , be patient  . for Allah does not waste the effort of the doers of good . he delays his response only to hear me to call him more . be patient and for what awaits me is sweeter than the bitterness of longing 

I think, until here, what I want to say, good night all . 
Fi Hifzillah 

Sunday, October 22, 2017

A women with beauty

In this dunya , yeah we can find more women with her beauty physically , but as men should know a woman's beauty is not her body , its the scars she wear on her body , its the heart that beats within her chest. Its not her chest . A woman's beauty is not what her face looks like, its what is in her mind. The beauty of a women is the purity of her heart, soul and mind . That is what you call beautiful, that is her unappreciated beauty 

Sunday, August 13, 2017

To have someone understand your mind is a different kind of intimacy

Dear Blog (:
Salam 1 Malaysia 

Cant even explain how refreshing its when connect with someone on a nuero level and both just understand the chaos in each others minds . In friendships , in romance , in any kind of relationship .

Here , just to introduce this is captain OD , Who always give me some advise about the humble life , I honestly say I'm interested in his personality as though I wantto be like him as well , 

Wednesday, August 9, 2017

Sabr , Silence, Smile

Dear Blog (:
Salam 1 Malaysia

Allah knows what ur silent heart wants. 
Even if you dont include it in ur prayers. 
He hears what ur heart whispers, He may not give it to you now, but someday 
when you least expect it , things will happen in the best possible way .