Dear Blog (:
Salam 1 Malaysia .
This year , I'm really busy with my job and my study , I feel like why this time is so rushing , until I dont know how to managed my time .I had to sacrifice all my free time with my family at the Johor Bahru too . Sometimes , when I really miss them , video and picture is the place where i express my yearning :) , Atok and nenek, Im feel so lonely lah .
If atok and nenek still here , I hope they are proud of what I have achieved in my life now , bcus this is what they want . May their spirits be blessed with grace . Amin
Today , on a prayer mat, I've been tearing the tears, I feel like I have something to say, but I do not know where and how , but often it is only Allah who heard again and knowing this feeling .
It seems like to crave the feeling of love and compassion .
Sometimes, I think I want to have a family, which is my own family, but I'm still looking for someone who has the same thing to do with my soul . We all know that there is no perfect relationship, we only have someone with us, where in hard and great time .
The good people who are present in our lives are a pleasure . Please take note.
My mindset right now is must be patient. Even if the pains of waiting and wishing and praying tire me . should be patient . Even when long periods of time pass by and others are blessed with what they've been praying for while i still wait , be patient . for Allah does not waste the effort of the doers of good . he delays his response only to hear me to call him more . be patient and for what awaits me is sweeter than the bitterness of longing
I think, until here, what I want to say, good night all .