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Salam 1 Malaysia
And....... it's not even about the sadness I'm feel, nor am aren't even lost in the pasts.
there's just an empty space all I feel sometimes, and despite having people
around, I feel covered up in loneliness. as if I have never been loved
before, as if all of our wounds have never been healed. there's just a longing
deep down, the longing that has no origin, I do not get where it's coming
from. and in the midst of our pain, our thoughts suddenly find their way back
to the One who created us, suddenly try to cling onto His words, onto His
heart warming promises that He has made in His book for us. and it hurts a
little more, knowing that the peace I should have been gaining within His
company was being searched in the places that have never known about its
existence. it hurts because the home this dunya has carved in our hearts seems so
permanent. but, I know that even if the heart has been attached to temporary
things, Allah has still got it. because He was the first one Who had entered it
and He will always be the One to guard it. no matter how much it wanders off
His paths, He will definitely find a way to take it back to Him. because it has
always belonged to Him, we have always belonged to Him.
-ND. Hashim
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