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Can you define love? Or maybe, just express something about it? You might say you love someone to the moon and back, or you love what you do, or you might even name your favourite cuisine, sport, celebrity and so on. Your are so enthusiastic about it, that you consider it your forever, not really knowing about it completely, and eventually you get bored of it. You never choose to speak about your boredom, and probably even ignore the feeling, but deep down you feel unstable, as if, your own soul and conscience are condemning your impatience. That's when you begin to realise that the forever you dreamt of was a mere attempt to escape the reality. No sooner, you begin to experience it's consequences, which shatters you, and breaks your heart, leading you to disappointment, hate, regret and dismay.

Yes, having faith in love amidst all the hate and chaos is something just like falling from a cliff and expecting to fly. But there are times, when you are standing on the edge of cliff, and you just have two options, fall or fly, and that's the turning point in your life. Love is not what you try to seek everyday. It isn't really comprised of formal dates, expensive gifts, posting unnecessary pictures, sacrificing your self respect, being so called 'goals' and being someone who they want you to be. What's the point in trading yourself for love? Love is about being yourself. Stop seeking it in people who don't even know who they are. Love is about having patience to feel the eternal happiness, which is unexplainable, yet divine. It's all within you. All your negative opinions about love, creates a gap between you and yourself, and that's why you feel lost. Love is the kind of the energy which fills every atom and void in the universe, including the life force. 
-Nd